Living and Loving Life!!

Well here we go. I am living for sure and loving that comes easy. I have been to the end of the bridge and not sure what to do at that point. It is all to funny what money does and does not do for people. Thing of late have been a bit hard. I had a friend come and stay with me and things went down hill from there. I tried to help like the good soul that I am and nothing good came out of it yet. Well that I know of or can see at the moment, maybe the lord has not shown me the bigger picture here. But never the less life goes on. I have to figure out how to pay the bills and live. But I have prayed and God above is helping as much as I allow I guess at this point.

Lets just say that I am not living on the streets and I thank God for that everyday. I have a few bills that are almost to high to think about and I still owe other people money and school well I owe them as well. As I sit back and look at the whole situation, I am wondering what God has in store for me as well. From my perspective I am note really sure but I know that he's in control and I have to live to see what is next. I know that everything for a reason and everything in its season.

The Keys have arrived!!!!

Well today the keys to unlock my future in the world of Ministries have arrived. I don't know what to say but WOW!!!! I can't believe that I am this excited about this new path that the Lord has put before me to take. Satan is trying to keep me from being happy. My flesh is getting a cold or the season change is kicking my flashy butt and my body just does not like this feeling. So Lord if you can hear me please allow me to feel better and avoid getting sick (any kind of sick).

In James 5:15 it says that a prayer of faith shall save him and raise him up. Now I don't think I am as sick as the man that Peter and John came across in front of the temple but I don't feel that well and I think that my heavenly father would not want me to feel bad. So I pray unto him and ask for forgiveness and healing.